Monday, October 30, 2006
been out the whole nite yest. 1st is dinner at breko. went with benedict to fetch peishi. den set off to holland v's breko tgt. suxorrrrr. benedict found a parking lot earlier than me though i reach there earlier! suxorrrrrr.
when we arrive, junjie, wenxiong, lisong and jere are there. den after we arrive, wilson came followed by boon tat, keith and his fren, and tenghong. woah. i must say 1st time i ate with such a big group. -.-
after dinner, the group decided to head towards town for a nite there. supposed to be watching movie but kinda hard to actually decide on a show whereby all of the ppl there have not watched b4. so ended up partyworld yet again. helped to send them to town and den head back to bukit timah to fetch my parents. then i went to fetch kenneth and we 2 headed for town tgt. bought a swensen cake for their bday and went in to SING.
half way thru our 'concert', joel and elaine joined us too. then at about 2.15, neth and me went to collect the cake from swensen. sad sad sad. the cake is an ice cream cake. cant revenge. because i still remb they smashed my face on the cake on my bday! but i did get my hands on jere's face. eh, wrong. on jere's ear and hair =/ sian. bo skill. after partyworld, sent wq, th and wx to bukit panjang.
din go for soccer this morning. kinda paiseh. but did send a sms to chris to inform him. cos i haf OC today so din go for soccer. was late for OC today. damn. reached at 5 when im supposed to reach at 4.30. was a happy event. wedding dinner. after that hongyu bought swensen cake for sL as well. had mixed feelings b4 i went off. months ago, weeks ago, days ago, was thinking about how to surprise sL. only to see my wish fading away day by day. end up it wasnt me who surprised her. was hy instead. so afterall, my bday wish din come true at all. nv for once did my bday wish come true. 19 years of birthday celebrations, wishes, none came true yet. should i still believe in wishes?
nevertheless, just went off with JJ because i wasnt feeling really well. hand's been shaking quite badly since this morning. got a scare when i couldnt really move my left hand this morning. thought it was jus being numb but it nv really recovered only until afternoon. darn.
anyway, shall just watch my vcd and head for bed. yet another day passed, yet another hurtful day, yet another sleepless nite. shall drink to my heart's content this coming week. cheers!
I failed. 12:12 AM
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
it's party time at 6.30. holland v's breko. should i drive? or maybe not.
consider that later. shall go do my stuffs 1st.
I failed. 1:28 PM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
an obsession with Frankie J. get the song from me if u wan.
I failed. 10:55 PM
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i realise smth terrible. i seem to have split personality. this is bad.
I failed. 8:43 AM
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disappointment. time after time. you've finally said it out. because its me. everything that's gotta do with me, you just don care. i've nothing else to say.
i am the one who continued walking at this pavement. but you've changed lane. i remb i told u i'd change lane if i know this way leads to my destination. but i'd nv thought that u'd be the one changing lane 1st. time after time, the hurt that you deliver to me, it makes me dumber and dumber. dumb in the sense of not being able to say anything. you can be harsh in whatever you do, that u'd nv know how hurt the person receiving it will be. jus like how u always said, ppl scolding vulgarities aimed at another person, the other person is the one receiving it and they'll feel hurt. its exactly the same now. all ur actions, because im the recipient, i suffer. i've stated b4, i chose this path, i fall down, i'll deal with the consequences.
i am, and i really am seriously hurt. self destructing like alan. hope i'll wake up soon like him too.
I failed. 1:48 AM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
din get to watch deathnote. frens have been telling me not to watch it cos its not so nice. but jus wanna watch it because personally, i find it interesting. had planned to watch it at VivoCity but last min changed plan. headed to kallang mac for dinner instead. den went to punggol beach with bt and wq to explore that area. kinda interesting as there's a world war 2 site. but we din walk in because it was kinda far and the 3 of us were like, lazy.
was on our way to chom chom when my parents called to say that they finished early today. so went to fetch them instead. now im home and im gonna watch my show b4 i slp.
I failed. 11:52 PM
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Monday, October 23, 2006
suicidal world of silence. officially opened on oct 23rd.
note: this is a testing entry.
I failed. 3:41 PM
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