Thursday, October 26, 2006
disappointment. time after time. you've finally said it out. because its me. everything that's gotta do with me, you just don care. i've nothing else to say.
i am the one who continued walking at this pavement. but you've changed lane. i remb i told u i'd change lane if i know this way leads to my destination. but i'd nv thought that u'd be the one changing lane 1st. time after time, the hurt that you deliver to me, it makes me dumber and dumber. dumb in the sense of not being able to say anything. you can be harsh in whatever you do, that u'd nv know how hurt the person receiving it will be. jus like how u always said, ppl scolding vulgarities aimed at another person, the other person is the one receiving it and they'll feel hurt. its exactly the same now. all ur actions, because im the recipient, i suffer. i've stated b4, i chose this path, i fall down, i'll deal with the consequences.
i am, and i really am seriously hurt. self destructing like alan. hope i'll wake up soon like him too.
I failed. 1:48 AM
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