Friday, April 27, 2007
woah ... got my 1st touch on toyota corolla axio. weee!! finally we've changed to a new car.. wahaha.. nice experience.. kinda fat inside.. compared to old car. and the dashboard's so much taller.. lol.. kinda not used to it.. wahaha.. but overall, its nice to drive.. still the same, slacking recently... wq jus got his enlistment date so i guess mine is coming soon.. he got a sept date.. so i guess i'll be around that date as well.. damn.. was anticipating that i'd get enlisted in june but now its like, sept. my god.. donno wad to do till sept man.. considering abt returning to bg.. at least i get to kill time and also earn some money.. ahhh..
but in the meantime, while i consider, its time to do some discovery abt axio! hehe.. =X
I failed. 2:27 AM
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
not a gd week for me.. or at least weekend.. played soccer on fri evening.. slipped and fell on my knees.. causing my skin to tear a little.. having those kind of burning sensation when i shower jus makes me feel like being a dirty chap. -.-
den on fri nite, went to chom pang.. asked bear along becos its his bday that day.. den there was this incident where me and bear stopped at the traffic light.. i wanted to see how fast a phantom could pick up so i asked him to try.. den i floored my accelerator and drag gear to catch up with him becos at the start he picked up kinda fast. and who knows, a vios was jus beside me and tot i wanted to race with him ! -.- but nvm abt that. haha. returned to safe driving shortly after..
on sat, went to watch The Reaping. the plot was kinda complicated and i was like trying to catch the whole show.. but when i patch everything that i really couldnt catch, den i realise its quite a nice show.. asked jere abt some parts of the show.. haha.. really abit catch no ball.. but its kinda scary and i really feel like getting out of my seat.. -.-
den comes the bad part.. went for soccer jus now.. was playing the last game.. den an opponent tried a shot and the ball went str for my right eye.. for 15mins, i couldn't open both my eyes.. although the impact was on the right eye, when i opened my left eye, both my eyes feel strained.. so i jus lay dead on the floor.. enduring the pain on my right eye.. and seems as though there's internal bleeding on my eye lid.. bad swell. bad end to this week.
and lagi best, jus b4 i left the coffeeshop where we had lunch, it started to rain heavily.. and it was real heavy.. and i jus don like to drive when rain is damn heavy.. but i jus gotta drive becos i had to pick my dad up.. dammit.. got a little scolding from dad for playing soccer. becos they seem to see me getting injured when i go for soccer.. -.-
hopefully, things will chg for the better for wadever i do from now onwards.. *pray* gonna take a rest.
I failed. 4:51 PM
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Friday, April 06, 2007
a simple dinner with the guys. jus went out for dinner with them thats all. was actually supposed to go watch The Reaping budden ben and bt say they are tired. so i gave it a missed as well. only jere and jj went ahead. they met up with ek as well. haha. other than that, im back home facing my Acer Laptop again. -.-
I failed. 12:38 AM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
been some time since i really came here and do some serious thinking... have stopped working at bg alr... reasons... better not ask... lol... yea...
got a fren whose dad just passed away 3 days back... been to his dad's funeral for the past 2 days... staring at a person's funeral just makes me think yet again, how fragile a life could be... just a split second, eyes closed, heart's stop pumping, gone just like that.. no warning, no nothing.. but even this couldnt convince me to be more confident abt life.. i mean, u think thru everything, and starts to think, why shld i be without confidence? even when my life could be gone the nxt moment.. i shld just muster all courage that i could and do the things that i really wanna do.. but still, its still not enough to convince me to do things that i really wanna do yet dare not do..
but whatever it is, at least im not like im before.. at least now im leading a life that is boring yet happy enuff.. or shld i say without troubles.. gone are the days of troubles.. gone are the grp of ppl i wanted to stay away from.. every decision i made, its bound to make ppl unhappy.. so why bother like i do in the past? where i think so much for each and everyone and try to make my decision in a way that i'd get the least number of ppl unhappy.. i've come to understand, im living for myself. not for others.. my life, my decision.. no one's gonna affect my decision even if it means everyone misunderstanding me..
wad my mum told me is very true.. being a gd person often lands u in trouble.. no pt being gd to someone and only to realise that person isnt even appreciating.. look at the trouble she's in now.. trying to be the gd person... even i look at her situation and i'd just scold her for being dumb.. but i wont deny even i myself, was once in her shoe and was laughed at for being dumb..
but things are over now.. perhaps the impt thing now for me is to find back my confidence and to look forward to National Service.. becos thats the nxt 'big' event thats gonna happen in my life. and for most of the guys as well..
I failed. 4:53 PM
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