Tuesday, December 19, 2006
3 working days left. life has not been smooth sailing for this month. thinking alot through the nites. having nightmares that is most probably, the worst of my life. would nv want such things to ever happen. been getting the chest pain i had recently and things arent looking gd. now that the raining season is back, i think it's sooner rather than later that i'll be on the hospital bed.
hasnt got any mood this few days. skipped dinner more than regularly and only eating a little snack when im home. got no appetite. aint got mood for anything except for stoning and slping.
has always been avoiding or taking in whatever shits i haf to take in. now its time to peel off my "coward" shell. got my "revenge" on a particular bastard. and this is for him: if this aint enough, tell me, i'll give u more. no more compromising. no more endurance. i wan no more of these shits. gonna leave whichever place that gives me countless trouble.
fri's company's xmas celebrations. there'll be a gift xchg going on. i still donno what to get. can anyone giv me some idea? jus something simple. if u do haf idea, pls do tag in your ideas. ty.
ok. gonna shower. drenched like (drop soup chicken) and im still sitting here blowing cool wind. tryng to die ar? yes i am. i suppose.
I failed. 7:13 PM
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