Monday, January 01, 2007
watched the fireworks at esplanade. jus that few minutes, was thinking of having u right by myside. watching how the banglas (no offence) and the locals fought, because of them touching the ger? i donno. but looking at that, was just thinking alot. thinking that if u could be watching the fireworks with me, how nice that'd be. thinking that wad happened if ure the one being bullied? i donno. a rush of emotions.
just like wad u once told me. not to wait for u. u asked me to move on. how i hope u'd be the one who moved on from ur past. but i know, given ur character, its hard to make u listen, don even mention asking u to move on.
i know. i know everything. i just refuse to face it. because its so unfair to me. so so so unfair to me. u said u gave me a chance, but u nv did. u kept it all to urself. u said u'd be there for me, but u nv were.
i wont listen to u again. just like wad ure doing, im gonna keep this love within me. i know if im gonna do that, i'd have countless slpless nites. but i don care. just like u don care.
slpless nite no.4 - counting down to the day i collapse.
I failed. 3:35 AM
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